I honestly I'm just sick and tired of the current relationship that I'm in, so I'm writing about it here since i cant rant and rave anywhere else:/ Back Story: I have been dating this guy for 6 monthes now, but we are long distance, which sucks bigtime. Anyway it just occured to me the other day that he still introduces me or calls me a friend to other people. It stings, I mean after dating for 6 monthes I would hope I woul dbe more than a "friend". I mean he could introduce me as the girl he is dating or whatever( he is afraid of commitment and won't be my bf) I can understant that but friend just hurts. I really like him and all and just thinking about ending it makes me really sad but at the same time I don't want to be in a relationship that I have no idea what is going on. At the begining of the relationship I could respect his reasons for not wanting a full commited relationship since we are long distance. However, you would think that after six monthes of dating something would have changed.
He won't really talk to me everyday because his excuse is that if we talked every single day we will run out of something to talk about and I was stupid enough to somehow to believe that. Once you run out of the same old to talk about that brings up a chance for something new to start. Hence to title of this journal; a random question leads to new and different conversations. What's your opinion of coffe: why does it smell so good and taste so bad? not the greatest conversation starter but it works. I just don't know what to do with this relationship anymore. For now i'm just gonna take life one day at a time.