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I honestly I'm just sick and tired of the current relationship that I'm in, so I'm writing about it here since i cant rant and rave anywhere else:/ Back Story: I have been dating this guy for 6 monthes now, but we are long distance, which sucks bigtime. Anyway it just occured to me the other day that he still introduces me or calls me a friend to other people. It stings, I mean after dating for 6 monthes I would hope I woul dbe more than a "friend". I mean he could introduce me as the girl he is dating or whatever( he is afraid of commitment and won't be my bf) I can understant that but friend just hurts. I really like him and all and just thinking about ending it makes me really sad but at the same time I don't want to be in a relationship that I have no idea what is going on. At the begining of the relationship I could respect his reasons for not wanting a full commited relationship since we are long distance. However, you would think that after six monthes of dating something would have changed.
He won't really talk to me everyday because his excuse is that if we talked every single day we will run out of something to talk about and I was stupid enough to somehow to believe that. Once you run out of the same old to talk about that brings up a chance for something new to start. Hence to title of this journal; a random question leads to new and different conversations. What's your opinion of coffe: why does it smell so good and taste so bad? not the greatest conversation starter but it works. I just don't know what to do with this relationship anymore. For now i'm just gonna take life one  day at a time.

so yeah i'm bored and  i think i will do a another one of those really weird stories that no one reads....ok...here it goes.....hmmm.....so yeah the...tiny penguin of my left foot is crying because the tiny mouse that lives in my brain that eates dryers took the tiny penguin of left foot's little rainbow chocolate milk and chicken. The chicken was made from cotton candy and the red goat of right index finger spun the cotton candy from the fluff of the cat...yum, but however the superdog of guy brain has need of a blue rainbow child. blue rainbow children taxte great and  provid e a healthy immune system to any one of the third kind.so any way the tiny penguin of left foot is throwing a party but unfortuntle the  giant rainbow skittles has eaten its maker of red goat the maker of cotton candy so then the tiny penguin of my left foot cries and cries...

so i finally updated my gallery as much as i could. i still have more but thats all i'm putting up for now because i go on vacation( my birthday) and school starts so i probably won't be on very much...what am i saying like any reads my journals anyway...hmm this could be fun writing crap that could make no sense because no one reads it, i think that would be fun... lets give it a try......hmm...the tiny mouse that lives in my head is now eating the dryer and making a lot of noise if only my noisy cat could eat it and fly away only then to be fished out of the water puddle made from skittles and be eaten by a giant skittle made o f cotton candy clouds. i think it would be the color of rainbow just like my mind, but it is currently eating my little brother and soon the house. the house that sits on top of a point in the middle of the road. the road would soon turn into a lizard and eat the house and soon sending itself in to a paradox universe along with the rest of everything else.

Wow that was fun i should do that more often it is very relaxing.

YEAS!!! I am finally updating my gallery

I am reposting some yhat have been up before and also loading new ones. The only problem is the new ones i had to take pictures of so some may be alittel shaky but i don't care. Thats what i can only do with out a scanner. I need a scanner and a new computer...i'm sure my mom is tired of me using her computer and uploading so many pictures on it...oh well i don't care, maybe she will get me a new one if she is that sick of me on her computer One can only dream...

i do not know why i am submiting a journal. no one ever reads it. what ev